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Romilda Vane
02:42
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Fuck a love song
This is a list of what I’ve done wrong
So absorbed in self misery
i lost myself when i let you go
Gave me whiplash without the car crash
A shallow incision, a shallow note
Dont make me
dont make me wait forever
Dont make me wait for the stars in the sky to ask why
everything i touch i destroy
How much abuse, can one body take?
what if i slash my wrists?
Let’s make art in these sheets
Tell her that I love her so she think we closer
But honestly she don’t even know me
Fuck a love song
This is a list of what I’ve done wrong
A never ending checklist
Of what has led me to my deathwish
So if you're ever feeling lonely
maybe try and find the old me
Ill never be what you really need
youll never see what you want to see
to love is to destroy
and i fucking destroyed you
Everybody says they love you when you're gone
i dont deserve the tears from anyone
I’ve been broken at the bend
Maybe I should just let you hate me
To love is to destroy
and i fucking destroyed you
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2. |
Godspeed
01:36
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So I stood at the top of the overpass
Watching the trains pass by below me
If I jump and they hit me at full speed
Will they still take me where I need to be?
Happiness isn’t real
Just a lie we pretend to feel
I’ve been searching for anything I can
For what has made me the way I am
I’ve been circling the drain
Tryna let the process take the blame
Bite my tongue til it bleeds
Hope you got what you fucking need
Our default state of being
Is a state of misery
How bout some peace of mind?
That you’d be on mine
As I left everything behind
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3. |
Unlove
02:39
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So hungry but I feel so sick
I don’t think I know what love is
Heart in my throat
Vomit til I’m comatose
You’ve been told that it’s over
Over and over and over again
You think because, you’re attached
That you control when it ends?
Take a breath and just bite the bullet
You really think that you could be Juliet?
Take a breath and just bite the bullet
Don’t punish me because you’re going through it
Heart in my throat
Vomit til I’m comatose
If I go down, I’m taking everything with me
Spite would never have helped you reclaim
Please just try and forget my name
Forget all the self inflicted pain
I’ll empty the clip in my brain
I left you now please leave me the same
I left you now please leave me the same
You’ve been told that it’s over
Over and over and over again
You think because, you’re attached
That you control when it ends?
You’ve been sinking, into the floor (it’s fucking over) can’t you tell?
You should’ve known this was nothing more (it’s fucking over) can’t you tell?
Bleeding into my fucking phone screen just let me sleep
Fuck love I just need medication
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4. |
Can't Feel A Thing
01:43
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Another day, another broken plan
Another time I should’ve let you in
Why isnt love what we need it to be?
I don’t know why I let you leave
I don’t feel like fighting anymore
Rather just accept what I’ve done
I don’t feel like trying anymore
I can’t take back what I’ve become
Try to sling this suicidal poetry
Like there’s something real that you could find in me
Can’t feel a thing
Can’t feel my skin
Can’t feel the heart i hold within
Can’t fucking breathe
Can’t let you leave
Can’t feel a thing
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5. |
Stained Soul
01:59
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I’m like a match to a gas tank
I’m a bullet to the head
When your mind goes blank
I’m like a snake bite
The venom in my blood just feels so right
Combustion, your name, like propane
To the flame that sparks this fire
Air in, the bloodstream
My veins they are unclean
Seperate, neck from spine
Seperate my head from where it rests
All my veins are running thin
And I can’t feel
I can’t feel anything
My limbs are burning
Demons, as if you could see them
Ive torn at my wrists for some feeling
(Sold my soul to the depths, havnt seen any benefits)
I cannot break
I cannot ease the silence
I cannot speak
I cannot pull the guillotine
Find me at the bottom of the broken
Leave me like a carcass left to rot
Leave me, left to rot
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6. |
Abhorrent
02:33
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Fill the void with apologies
In absence of what should’ve grown
Tied the rope so tight my skin has burnt
I’m sick of fucking feeling so alone
You can blame me for what I didn’t give
hate me for what you think I did
But I never once let you drown with me
I fucking cut the cord (to set you free)
Seperate my blackened heart
From what you said I’d torn apart
My hopeless corpse was never meant to last
A scar on your wrist from the very start
Everything good is only temporary
Break my grief into pieces
And scatter it across the earth
Watch, while the soil rots
Like something else would resurface?
Passing out pieces of a broken soul
Tryna fill a void with something whole
If I could somehow share this burden
the cuts on my wrist might hurt less
Heartless
Was any of this even worth it?
Tried to numb the pain
Still every ounce of me aches
I set myself on fire
Shed some light on this broken cycle
Everything good is only temporary
I wish I didn’t have a heart at all
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Lothario
03:08
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If I swallow this pill
Will I be tortured by the memory of you still?
If I change your name
Do you think then it will fade?
I have broke the rules and I admit it
I’ve betrayed the one I made a promise to
I’ve relapsed again, I fucking did it
I can’t stay away from the beckoning
So if you fuck me like you hate me
Then I can fuck you like I love you
I thought I found diamonds in your eyes
Maybe something real to romanticise
Try, as I may
I can’t fill the hole you left in me
Try, as I may
Broken hearts disguised as ecstasy
Bite your lip and grind your teeth
I really struggle to sleep in these sheets
I’m really sorry that you’re stuck here with me
I regret I am not who you thought I would be
I’m a dog without a bone
In a house that’s not a home
Lovelorn, and love lost
I havnt cared about a thing I’ve come across
I think I put a bullet in an angels head
I think I put a bullet in an angels head
The lead bites through the skin and the bone
If I see your eyes roll back into your head
Will you be ok if I don’t live with the consequences?
Try, as I may
I can’t fill the hole you left in me
Try, as I may
I thought this was what I came to be
I think I’ve found my worth and it’s nothing
Hold onto me let’s try to feel something
Maybe I’ll cut my skin, searching for meaning
If I can’t tell the truth why would you trust me
I put a bullet through an angels head
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