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Death Romantic

by Sedative

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1.
Romilda Vane 02:42
Fuck a love song This is a list of what I’ve done wrong So absorbed in self misery i lost myself when i let you go Gave me whiplash without the car crash A shallow incision, a shallow note Dont make me dont make me wait forever Dont make me wait for the stars in the sky to ask why everything i touch i destroy How much abuse, can one body take? what if i slash my wrists? Let’s make art in these sheets Tell her that I love her so she think we closer But honestly she don’t even know me Fuck a love song This is a list of what I’ve done wrong A never ending checklist Of what has led me to my deathwish So if you're ever feeling lonely maybe try and find the old me Ill never be what you really need youll never see what you want to see to love is to destroy and i fucking destroyed you Everybody says they love you when you're gone i dont deserve the tears from anyone I’ve been broken at the bend Maybe I should just let you hate me To love is to destroy and i fucking destroyed you
2.
Godspeed 01:36
So I stood at the top of the overpass Watching the trains pass by below me If I jump and they hit me at full speed Will they still take me where I need to be? Happiness isn’t real Just a lie we pretend to feel I’ve been searching for anything I can For what has made me the way I am I’ve been circling the drain Tryna let the process take the blame Bite my tongue til it bleeds Hope you got what you fucking need Our default state of being Is a state of misery How bout some peace of mind? That you’d be on mine As I left everything behind
3.
Unlove 02:39
So hungry but I feel so sick I don’t think I know what love is Heart in my throat Vomit til I’m comatose You’ve been told that it’s over Over and over and over again You think because, you’re attached That you control when it ends? Take a breath and just bite the bullet You really think that you could be Juliet? Take a breath and just bite the bullet Don’t punish me because you’re going through it Heart in my throat Vomit til I’m comatose If I go down, I’m taking everything with me Spite would never have helped you reclaim Please just try and forget my name Forget all the self inflicted pain I’ll empty the clip in my brain I left you now please leave me the same I left you now please leave me the same You’ve been told that it’s over Over and over and over again You think because, you’re attached That you control when it ends? You’ve been sinking, into the floor (it’s fucking over) can’t you tell? You should’ve known this was nothing more (it’s fucking over) can’t you tell? Bleeding into my fucking phone screen just let me sleep Fuck love I just need medication
4.
Another day, another broken plan Another time I should’ve let you in Why isnt love what we need it to be? I don’t know why I let you leave I don’t feel like fighting anymore Rather just accept what I’ve done I don’t feel like trying anymore I can’t take back what I’ve become Try to sling this suicidal poetry Like there’s something real that you could find in me Can’t feel a thing Can’t feel my skin Can’t feel the heart i hold within Can’t fucking breathe Can’t let you leave Can’t feel a thing
5.
Stained Soul 01:59
I’m like a match to a gas tank I’m a bullet to the head When your mind goes blank I’m like a snake bite The venom in my blood just feels so right Combustion, your name, like propane To the flame that sparks this fire Air in, the bloodstream My veins they are unclean Seperate, neck from spine Seperate my head from where it rests All my veins are running thin And I can’t feel I can’t feel anything My limbs are burning Demons, as if you could see them Ive torn at my wrists for some feeling (Sold my soul to the depths, havnt seen any benefits) I cannot break I cannot ease the silence I cannot speak I cannot pull the guillotine Find me at the bottom of the broken Leave me like a carcass left to rot Leave me, left to rot
6.
Abhorrent 02:33
Fill the void with apologies In absence of what should’ve grown Tied the rope so tight my skin has burnt I’m sick of fucking feeling so alone You can blame me for what I didn’t give hate me for what you think I did But I never once let you drown with me I fucking cut the cord (to set you free) Seperate my blackened heart From what you said I’d torn apart My hopeless corpse was never meant to last A scar on your wrist from the very start Everything good is only temporary Break my grief into pieces And scatter it across the earth Watch, while the soil rots Like something else would resurface? Passing out pieces of a broken soul Tryna fill a void with something whole If I could somehow share this burden the cuts on my wrist might hurt less Heartless Was any of this even worth it? Tried to numb the pain Still every ounce of me aches I set myself on fire Shed some light on this broken cycle Everything good is only temporary I wish I didn’t have a heart at all
7.
Lothario 03:08
If I swallow this pill Will I be tortured by the memory of you still? If I change your name Do you think then it will fade? I have broke the rules and I admit it I’ve betrayed the one I made a promise to I’ve relapsed again, I fucking did it I can’t stay away from the beckoning So if you fuck me like you hate me Then I can fuck you like I love you I thought I found diamonds in your eyes Maybe something real to romanticise Try, as I may I can’t fill the hole you left in me Try, as I may Broken hearts disguised as ecstasy Bite your lip and grind your teeth I really struggle to sleep in these sheets I’m really sorry that you’re stuck here with me I regret I am not who you thought I would be I’m a dog without a bone In a house that’s not a home Lovelorn, and love lost I havnt cared about a thing I’ve come across I think I put a bullet in an angels head I think I put a bullet in an angels head The lead bites through the skin and the bone If I see your eyes roll back into your head Will you be ok if I don’t live with the consequences? Try, as I may I can’t fill the hole you left in me Try, as I may I thought this was what I came to be I think I’ve found my worth and it’s nothing Hold onto me let’s try to feel something Maybe I’ll cut my skin, searching for meaning If I can’t tell the truth why would you trust me I put a bullet through an angels head

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released May 20, 2022

Recorded/Produced by Audax Studios
Mixed/Mastered by Tom Cadden at Violent Sound

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